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Saturday, February 12, 2011 | 1:39 AM |
Sex in the air.


Eh,sorry long time never update,very lazy. Heeeh. Urggh,im gonna be active here again,i think. Since,i couldnt depend onky on my friends just to let go my feelings,so i should try giving my feelings out at blog then.
  • Firstly,that's my picture w my ex-boyf and my bestf. They were awesome. Seriously,they were. But i just know that they dont like my attitude and would like me to change for a better,since i drink. Smoke only for sometimes,they will want me to stop drinking and smoking for the rest of my life.I wish i could,but damn,it's hard. I just remember,last time when it was during November to December,i didnt entertain my ex-boyf at all. Never text,never call,never chat and sort. Seriously,i hate him that time. Like lazy want entertain but now. When i started loving him,missing him,and stuff. He do what? He perangai w me somemore got. Serious,i always think if i should be like the old me. The one who dont entertain him at all. This is how i feel siol. Serious fuck shit. Only god know how i feel. He change alot,so do I. But still what,can try appreciate me kan?! Hmpf~ Sumpah,i sot rabak w my feelings towards him. For me is like,why must i love him when he hate me? Why must I miss him,when he dont care? Why must i slack at Yewtee,when he dont entertain me? Why? Why must i text him,when he dont reply? He only reply some. Pfft. Yes,i know my attitude stink,like shit and stuff. I know. I want to change but hell yeah,it takes years. I've been like this since im primary 2. So what do you expect? I get easily jealous when you contact w other girls. I really do man! Haish. But what should i do? Must i go through all this alone? Huh? I must ah?! I love him,i do. I miss him. I feel like i want to hug him. Serious. I feel like. Urghhh,i dont know please. Haish. Who could I depend on unless it's him? 3years man,3years. After i never cntct w him,my friend all ask,how am i w him. They all still think,im w him-.-' I wish i was but i dont knw ah!I always like think i embrassed him you know,after what happen at school and cnfrm budak upper sec got talk about me. That's why whenver i go school w him,i dont talk to him much. pasal tknk dhe rase malu. hais! NAK TUKAR SKOLA please!I just love him,i may sound harsh now,but i really want him to text me. I just remember Afiq cakap,'Na,kau tahu alep dulu sayangkan kau gile babi? Dulu aku lepak ngan die,die selalu chat ngan pompan tapi semenjak die ngan kau. Yang die matair ngan kau. Die tak chat ngan pompan lagi.'i buat muke blank. and cry like sial ~ and worst,Ellesyah then tell me she's Alep's ex. I cry harder then Afiq talk to me. Hmpf.
takpe la,i follow fate,i just know my perangai mcm sial. i miss him. i love him. haish. bye ah. i wish he was mine again.



  • Secondly,im same school w alep.Anddd,my life at school suck me real hard. The boys are FUCK shitcscz. Serious,Bitches,Prostitutes,could you make them away from me? Dah bnyk minahrep-.- Zaman lari ah that school! Like kanina cheebye.

I sick la now. Batokbatok. Darah come out please. Need go doctor. Hmmm.

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